How can I Fall

When all faith is gone, I fight myself to carry on
Yet I know of the harm I do, what more can I say to you
Now I hold this line, I know the choice to leave is mine
I can't help what I feel inside
What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons

She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.

Stand

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless, like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright.

'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe you hands, shake it off
Then you stand.

Irony

Screen on the table,
Revealing all the secrets,
Irony of life.

Big as the Sky

The simple things that we take for granted. The sky.
The weather the past couple of days have been really dreadful. One moments its hot and shiny, the next moment its pouring like no one's business. Especially when you are just about to get out of bed and start your day. Then it clears and its really hot and humid once again.

Managed to look up at the clear sky one day and woah... Reminded me that I see this amazing blue everyday and really not take notice of it. Really breathe taking if you ask me. Try it sometime.

It really like suffering a bout of myopia (thats if they actually came in bouts). You know what I mean.
Nothing like a good knock to bring things back in focus.

Stolen

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Bittersweet

Wow, time really flies when you are in thick of things. It really quite challanging trying to keep up with the younger ones. Must be age kicking in. I must confess things have not been a bed of roses, and it sure is fustrating having to deal with kids who just do not listen! This new change has really got me pretty excited. Now instead of dealing with a dead computer screen, I get to deal with people, real people. That excites me and really the challages that they pose. I am reminded of what it means to be alive once again.

Again, I come to a cross-road. Not so much of a 360 degree change kind, but the kind that will help you on your journey. Looking back, the past 6 weeks have been trying and at the sametime rewarding. One word to describe the kind of feeling that is going through my head - bittersweet.

I know I have to take this road, the road that we help me reach my destination. But at the sametime, the undulating road that I have taken so far is one that will be missed. The bonds, the friendships, the laughter, the fustrations, those I need to leave behind for a while. But I know I'll be back.

Kids, will you wait for me?